As I just posted to N. I really enjoyed meeting and talking with you both - you made me feel comfortable in an instant. I want to have you guys over when life calms down some. I like advice :)
This time the situation is surreal - this could be the second time I leave him - maybe that is the sign that it wasn't working. I have tried and failed to be content before and it has always taxed me. I am just, for the first time in my life, not jumping to the end. I am trying, working, negotiating, and making sure for once and all that it is not right. Then I feel I will be calm about it and maybe not make the same mistake three times.
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This time the situation is surreal - this could be the second time I leave him - maybe that is the sign that it wasn't working. I have tried and failed to be content before and it has always taxed me. I am just, for the first time in my life, not jumping to the end. I am trying, working, negotiating, and making sure for once and all that it is not right. Then I feel I will be calm about it and maybe not make the same mistake three times.