November 2010

S M T W T F S
 123456
78910111213
14151617181920
21222324252627
282930    

Page Summary

Style Credit

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags
Friday, July 8th, 2005 11:16 am
I like this meme and it feels like a good day to use it again. I am currently sewing and cleaning (till work at 2pm)... so talk to me. :)


Anonymous post....

I've always been a keeper of secrets, a falling apart pirate chest filled with old memories and faces and kisses disguised as golden coins. I've seen this done, and I think I want to try it.

Please, just post anonymously (that's the only condition).

Tell me anything. A secret. Something you might have wanted to say to me. Something you might have wanted to say to someone else. A sin. A Triumph. A crush. A lust. Something. Anything. Everything. Tell me something. Give me something to ponder, exclaim over, become inspired by or even maybe cry to when I come home after the sun is beyond my sky. Share with me, and I promise, I'll share with you.

[EDIT: IP logging is off]
Tags:
(Anonymous)
Saturday, July 23rd, 2005 10:19 am (UTC)
I spend half of each week thinking about killing myself and the other half trying to reach out and meet people. I've never ever been as lonely in my life as I am right now. It is very often a physical ACHE.

I'm so lost and most of the time can't relate to people - not because of them, but because of me. I'm so hungry for interaction, I can't get enough. I've gotten better at hiding my desperation, but no one is as good as that as they think. I know, I lived with a man who was desperate.

My kids would be fucked up beyond belief if I *did* kill myself, but I suspect they'll be pretty fucked up anyhow.

I worry I'll always feel like this. That I'll live for another 60 years as a half-person, unhappy and desperate.
(Anonymous)
Monday, August 1st, 2005 02:52 pm (UTC)
I can relate to the ache that you are experiencing. I feel it too. All the time... If you look I think you will be able to figure out which post above is mine.