Invisible...

[techdragon]

- There is something so lovely about being curled up with two lovers after a nice afternoon of play but it is a little bittersweet.

- Relistening to a voicemail over and over again just because it make you smile, is a perfectly good reason to do it even though it make you yearn to be elsewhere.

- Hang out with friends was good this weekend except for the moments where I felt I was too stupid to contribute to the conversation. I hide really well behind laughter.

- I am fully aware that I am becoming increasingly invisible to some of you. You just don't seem to care... Fine. I am going to be checking out some here so if I have future plans with any of you - just consider them on hold.

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[bifemmefatale.livejournal.com]

I've been feeling really disconnected from all my Madison friends over the past few weeks. I miss you guys. I haven't been commenting much to anyone, but that's just because I don't feel I have anything intelligent to say, not because I don't care. I'm feeling burnt out by all the tragedy and stupidity in NOLA and all the anger and hopelessness I've been feeling over politics--I don't know this country anymore. I've also been stressing over D's lack of a job, our mounting bills, and just a sense that I'll never get to a good place in life. Everyone else seems distracted by their problems lately too--I think I got 4 responses to our movie night idea.

Anyways...I do care and I want to get up there soon. Morgan and I were just talking about you today. We found a Death shirt of yours. We need to get that back to you. And mostly, I just want to see you.