techdragon

- There is something so lovely about being curled up with two lovers after a nice afternoon of play but it is a little bittersweet.

- Relistening to a voicemail over and over again just because it make you smile, is a perfectly good reason to do it even though it make you yearn to be elsewhere.

- Hang out with friends was good this weekend except for the moments where I felt I was too stupid to contribute to the conversation. I hide really well behind laughter.

- I am fully aware that I am becoming increasingly invisible to some of you. You just don't seem to care... Fine. I am going to be checking out some here so if I have future plans with any of you - just consider them on hold.

This weekend was titled as: "I found my salvation in my temptation."

( So much learning... so much crap. )
All in all the weekend was a mess. I have not resolved things with J and just feel so odd about it. I have decided to not be so overly nice with him… to make him see what I actually expect and need from my partner. To not let him bitch when I have school or work to do. I am disappointed in myself.

But I learned a lot. I remember what it is like to not feel cold and dead inside. I remember the spark of meeting someone that could interest with you and shamelessly flirting with them. I feel more confident and more sexual than I have in the last seven months.

That was a long weekend.

Survey snagged from catnapping...

( Cut for long long long-ness )