techdragon

This weekend was titled as: "I found my salvation in my temptation."

( So much learning... so much crap. )
All in all the weekend was a mess. I have not resolved things with J and just feel so odd about it. I have decided to not be so overly nice with him… to make him see what I actually expect and need from my partner. To not let him bitch when I have school or work to do. I am disappointed in myself.

But I learned a lot. I remember what it is like to not feel cold and dead inside. I remember the spark of meeting someone that could interest with you and shamelessly flirting with them. I feel more confident and more sexual than I have in the last seven months.

That was a long weekend.